I feel blue

I normally am so strong but I'm just so tired of being strong. I'm mentally tired of doing this day in and day out. I'm pissed that the bf threw in the towel for reasons that make no sense. I just want someone else to take the reins for a while and tell me to relax that they have it all under control. I really thought he could be the one. I guess my idea of compatability is shot to hell. I guess this is a delayed reaction.