bywena
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- Been a long time since I been here see nothing has changed. I have had some bad times mania new nurse practitioner. But dropped lamictal. Actually feeling ok. Had flight of ideas all weekend crafting mania on hold. Broke had paradoxical reaction...
- Hey guys been a while since I was able to get back on was locked out Having a really bad time past year or so off meds a lot which makes it worse Having very very bad manic episodes and totally in debt almost evicted nurses changed so many times I...
- Off of meds again going to the rooftop no eating sleeping can't stop craftingI'm dealing with this alone staff at doctor's office low no calls taken in emergency call 911So it's up and down as usual except worse trying to keep my sanity but it's...
- Seems like it has come to that point when in the past when I asked my first doctor what do you do with a 70 year old biolar he said give a low dose of lithium lol not happening they wish that they could increase zyprexa and that is out max doseMoods...
- feeling better laid down most of the afternoon didnot sleep for a couple of days but have been cleaning finally and today exercise helped outside smoking short walk up to the gazebo then just restedit is 3:00 in morning up again and mood going...
- depressed again worse than it has been for years have a problem others my brother does not know what this feels like or the reason why he becomes depressed for physical reasons but cannot understand bipolar depression for no real reason over...
- one of my username is bymypoles the way i am feeling i am just winging life no serious worries no toxic people in my life no exchanges with people weho are deceitful and i wont be either honest positive replies you may want to get out because...
- what is the best way to control stress when there is no way in hell that anything can be done but pray i have exhausted thinking about it and just become angrier and angrier about iti know you cannot change anybody but yourself but is going way to...
- aain walgreens messed up my meds wake alleek. Zyrexa came today finally popped 1more benaryl and put on headphones and crashed slept couple hours. Feel rested but irrtable i hate to sleep get. angry when i do. Wase of time when i could do...
- started year with a massive high off of meds prior authorization again in mail coming in couple of days crafting spending money crazy crazy sleeping not eating weight drop right out of the past kicked off by zyrtec for itch...
- setting myself for the week being aware is my job in life concentrate on what i am feeling and keeping in touch with my mind mood and things that this disorder throws at me but am trying to keep mood as stable as i can getting in bed And...
- my weekly day for sleep got 4 or 5 hrs now 3:30 am feeling better will eat also about weekly feeling uo and ready gonna do slome weaving and needlepoint or prep yarn and stuff made some shuttles with craft stocks all ready to use...
- trying to make sense out of insanity Not mine the neighbor downstairs AAAARGH!!! meanwhile i have been needlepointing coasters
- feeling like i am back to my old userf name stressed angry and making futile steps in the wrong direction time for a change save more and slow myself down take better care of myself physically and mentally i am trying to...
- feeling angry and frustrated woman downstairs infuriating banging on wall trying to get me evicted and/or move she is really getting to me to say the least sleeping wheneber i can sleep from 1pm to 5pm sometimes wheneer i feel...