mariposi
Status: The price of discipline is always less than the pain of regret.
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Have always loved sad love songs/break up songs. This is a good one. It's about letting go. Blue Skiesby Noah and the Whale This is a song for anyone With a broken heart This is a song for...
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It's gotten easier. I don't know if it's because I've changed who I spend time with, or I've really gained controll of how much I drink. None the less, it's easier to stay sober. This past weekend, I...
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I'm trying to be patient with myself. I want to learn to let things go. Saturday he called to tell me he had some of my mail and wanted to come by and drop it off. I told him to call me and I'd meet...
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The one good thing is that Friday I woke up very early and was at Pilates class by 8am. I was very happy and pleased with myself.The bad thing is that I don't do much on the weekend, and the past few...
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It's harder than it seems. So far I've been going to yoga at least twice a week, but I would like to go more often. At least four times a week is a good goal I think. I also want to do cardio, maybe...
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It's not happening. It's just not happening, I can't live without calling him. It's too hard.
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Yay! Four weeks! I'm definitely feeling like I have control of alcohol and not the other way around =)
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I went out drinking on Sunday. I had a few beers, and definitely got some sort of buzz. I walked to the bar to buy some tequila for a friend, and as I eyed the bottles, I saw the green Jameson...
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I went a whole week without calling him. I don't know why I even bother to call him. He doesn't fulfill any need and never makes any attempt at talking to me.As of today, I want to track how long I...
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I haven't been able to say no to alcohol completely. In fact, I went to a wine festival on Monday. But I have been able to stay sober, despite drinking. I'm sticking to my goal of no more than two...
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I call him quite often. Most of the time I just want to talk. Like we used to, even though I know we're not together anymore and he owes me nothing. But I still call him often. Rarely does he answer...
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I can never find an excuse to say no. Drinking is just too much part of our culture in this part of the state. However, I'm learning to drink slow and stay sober. I haven't had more than two drinks...
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I started attending yoga classes last week. It's been a challenge motivating myself to go everyday, but I've been going at least twice a week. My goal is to go four times a week, walk a little...
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I had half a glass of wine today. I consiously tried to not drink more than that. So does it count? I stayed sober, even when I really wanted to stop drink all together for a few months. I feel proud...
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I don't know why I noticed, but he didn't say I love you today. I felt awkward being around him, maybe because our relationship is changing. First of all, I've moved far away, and he can't spend...
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