mariposi
Status: The price of discipline is always less than the pain of regret.
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I don't know why I noticed, but he didn't say I love you today. I felt awkward being around him, maybe because our relationship is changing. First of all, I've moved far away, and he can't spend...
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My friend is moving to Hawaii permanently and a lot of friends are getting together one last time at a country bar tonight. I was wondering if I should go. Seems like too much temptation. But, the...
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I saw him last night for a brief period. He hasn't changed much. He was drinking as usual. He'd been out on a date, and I eagerly asked questions. I was super interested. I wonder who'd replace me...
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I went to my first class at the gym I joined. I signed up for a two year contract, because I'm serious about sticking with it this time and making a long term change.Yoga felt awesome. My body...
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Saturday i got drunk and acted like a complete idiot in front of my boyfriend. The man that I love and loves me back. I felt so horrible about it for a very long time. I felt scared as well. That I...
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Tomorrow I plan to enroll in a gym. I have been putting it off for a while, and I know joining a gym is what works best to motivate me to exercise. I'm also gonna try to work on eating healthier,...
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A song I heard that really makes sense. I want to be a good woman And I want, for you to be a good man. This is why I will be leaving And this is why, I can’t see you no more. I will miss your...
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My summer break has come and gone. I was living in my hometown for three months. Three months that were meant to be spent with him. As I mentioned in previous entries, we broke up two months ago,...
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It just dawned on me but I am. Sort of. After almost a month of living in constant battle with him, I decided to stay at a friend's for a while. And I realized I have no home of my own. I have no...
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Last night he tried sleeping in the same bed. I told him I wasn't sleeping with him. He was furious. I moved into the guest bed, and he had to ask his bum friend bum friend who stays over and doesn't...
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I'm in a strange place at the moment, and I should probably define it before I take another step. I moved in with my ex a few days ago. I'm living with a man who for the past four years has taken me...
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I honestly don't know why, but I haven't let him go. I ended up moving back with him after being on my own for five months. It was a mistake from the start. He isn't good to me. And maybe I'm not...
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I had a dream that I was on a date with Vince Vaughn. I'm a fan but not a huge fan of his work, and I don't ever obssess over celebrities. Needless to say, this dream made me happy. I felt good in...
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I failed. I tried keeping away for two weeks and it didn't work. I was able to keep from calling, but wasn't able to ignore the calls. I wasn't able to say no to visits. How do I keep away when I...
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I feel ignored when you don’t respond to my text or calls.I feel unimportant when we can’t talk about issues or problems in our relationship.I feel alone and frustrated when you walk away from an...
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