Cold Turkey

I haven't been able to say no to alcohol completely. In fact, I went to a wine festival on Monday. But I have been able to stay sober, despite drinking. I'm sticking to my goal of no more than two drinks on one occasion. I must admit it feels great. It's also scary, to think that I could fail and drink too much on any given day when I'm not careful. When I'm around certain people I get scared that I'll over do it. I guess I just have to keep myself in check. I'm especially scared because I feel that if I can't do this, I will have to quit drinking for good. I need to know that I can control alcohol and that it doesn't control me. Maybe I can't, but I'm not at the point where I've admitted it or realized it. It will be scary if I can't, but I will try to do this.