guitarwes

Not doing very well today. So i`ve been looking forward to having my friend (the girl im always talking about) up to my trailer, we`ll this weekend was the week.  Friday night was fun, we all...

Just sitting here listening to Dream Theater....and I thought of her again...just like every other hour of day..and i love every thought. We went to a movie on Monday, still just as friends....and...

  I dont write lyrics very often...But i think this one turned out pretty well..   The Last LineThe wall's kept breakingdespite your imaginary bindingthe outcome was laid outin this glass...

I'm in such a fucking rage right now it's not even...funny.. I happend to notice on my mothers facebook my ex wifes status from Saturday night. She went to a club with one of my good friends. He...

I feel like a fucking 8th grader! jesus..lol...Im not really complaining about it, it's just so...different. For the last 5 year's i've been in a lie of a marriage. I really forgot what this feeling...

Fuck this day. Woke up feeling like hell...and right away i knew it was going to be shit. I cant get out of this rut today...to top it off my fucking whore of an ex wife got a roomate...

Feeling a bit ..alone tonight... Went out with my buddy had some beer and wings, was great..then i got home =/ Just sorta sitting here thinking, which always leads to no good. Arm's are feeling...

So! The last week or so has been pretty busy for me...a good friend of mine and myself decided to buy a trailer!!!!!. Just for weekend get-a-way's. I really think i needed this. Somewere my ex and I...

Well... I'm not sure if anyone will relate atall to this. My marriage of 5 year's was pretty bad. We had our good times, but mostly, it was bad. At first she wasnt the best wife, and in turn, i...

Ok so... Over the last while i've been missing my ex wife like crazy, or so i thought i was. We hung out again tonight..ever since that kiss we had on Friday she's been on my mind so i figured i'd...

So....... Friday my ex wife had the day off work..she called me in the morning to see if i could lend her my debit card because she lost hers (we still havent gotten seperate accounts) I told her no...

You ever just sit there..feeling like absolute hell..and have no idea how to get rid of the feeling... and just get so fucking angry? I hate it. So it's Canada Day tomorrow. Day off for everyone....

I'm not sure if this is really positive...unfair..or whatever but over the last two day's i think i've realized something huge... It honestly feels like i havent loved my wife for a very long time....

..I know it's a normal thing to try to self medicate and cope when going through rough times..But i think i may be loosing control. I've been drinking for a few weeks...and very heavily the last 4...

Its hilarious...  Im here sitting drinking ..listening to my stbx and i's old songs...missing her like crazy....can even smell her! And she just texted me saying she had a shitty weekend because...