ali85m

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• Gambling Addiction & Recovery
  

  Feel pathetic!

  Posted by: ali85m

  Last Reply: Trev74 09/13/2017

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  Hello All,its been a while since ive posted here. I have been gambling for months now and yesterday i hit my lowest, to where i had only 12 dollars to my name. Looking at me, you would never think I have financial issues. Issues that i dug myself into in the past year, totalling 27k in debts on my credit cards. Whats worst is that I made it to my Wednesday phone meeting and still decided to go yesterday.It seems drinking again has played its part, to make me go into the "F**k It" mode. I am...

• Gambling Addiction & Recovery
  

  Two days in 1 week

  Posted by: ali85m

  Last Reply: Robin-Mc 02/11/2017

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  i am not sure what is going on with me these days. I went to gamble again yesterday and even while being up so high, I ended up giving it all back and more..I really hate this physically sick feeling I have right now. It's sickening to see myself go through this today. I cancelled my plans today due to the fact that I needed to talk to someone about it. I really need to fix this before it takes a back turn. I am really upset that I have relapsed after 6 months. I hope I can stay on a clean...

• Gambling Addiction & Recovery
  

  Messed up

  Posted by: ali85m

  Last Reply: pennyluv 02/05/2017

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  Hey guys, Its been a while since Ive written a post, since I have been using the toll free GA meetings as my way to let out. I had been 6 months gamble free until this last Tuesday, where I ended up at the casino, KNOWLINGLY, after a night out having drinks. I have been very good about drinking and not feeling the need of going to gamble and find it hard to believe that drinking was part of it. Could have been but its not something I want to use as an excuse. I lost a lot this time and it...