Becca35
Status: Trying to start off the new year on a more positive note but it is so hard.
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I just feel so damm stupid. How can I still love him if I suspect that there is something going on. If he doesnt love me any more why cant he just tell me a let me move on. I mean he still tells me...
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"Remember the past, plan for the future, but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come." "Tears can sometimes be more special than smiles..... For smiles can be given to...
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I lost another 3lbs. Whoopty freaking do for me! I hate myself.
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Just forgot to completely updagte this goal
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I just posted some new pics and will be posting some more. Take a look and let me know how you like them.
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I have been trying to walk as much as possible and to try an fit in some workouts on the ab lounger. When I first moved last april, I weighed in at 320 lbs and got down to 288. I am proud to say that...
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I just wanted to say that if I ever upset anyone on this site that I am sorry. When I am chatting with people sometimes I get distracted or my computer starts acting up. I have never meant to be...
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One of my goals for the new year was to be a better partner to my boyfriend. I have begun working really hard on my trust issues and I am dealing with some painful childhood memories that have...
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I am sorry that I have not been writign in my journal for the last few days. I have had a lot to think about and needed to get my thoughts together. On momday I had a really hard day as we buried a...
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Feeling bad and not sure what good life is anymore. I feel like I am worthless.
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In June of 1988, I lost my much beloved grandmother to Uterine cancer. I was 15 at the time and at a very, very vulnerable place in my young life. I have never really gotten over her loss. She was...
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SOMEBODY PLEASE STOP THE DAMM PAIN!
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I thought that I was dead inside. That the pain and sadness that I feel could no longer hurt me, but I was wrong. Can anyone tell me how to stop the pain? It is ruining my life. I no longer find joy...
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Are their any good guys left out there that want a woman who will love them for who they are not what others want them to be? Are there any good guys that won't use a woman and trample on her hear...
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I know, I know, I just entered a journal entry, but that was venting this is sadness that I can't seem to get rid of. You know everyone tells me that I shouldn't worry about having kids. That maybe I...
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