Becca35
Status: Trying to start off the new year on a more positive note but it is so hard.
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Got my degree a year and a half ago
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Well a lot has happened since I last did a journal entry..I have gotten married to the most wonderful man that I waited 38 yrs to find..lol..I am working and we have a new house
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just sitting here thinking that this is turning out to be the worst easter. My love had to work all weekend, family lives in another state or to far away in this one or not enough money/food to eat...
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Well I have the dress, the location of the ceremony, reception and rehearsal dinner..I know who is making my cake, flowers etc. I have my bridesmaids, groomsmen, flower girl and ringbearer
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Sometimes I just wanna scream. I mean just when everythig is falling into place and I feel like things are gonna work out the other shoe drops so to speak. Makes my depression ten times worse. To top...
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I have a huge loneliness problem....But when I had my beautiful puppy Kiara, it made it bearable and I was able to deal with it. Now it is like a huge wave washing over me, crushing me. I feel like...
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I am so Devastated right now I feel like giving up... my beloved kiara passed away...SHe was my baby...and I firmly believe that she helped my depression...Now I don't know what I am going to...
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I have been feeling really crappy for the last two days. I threw up about 6 times yesterday, and now firmly believe I have the flu. Man did I really feel like shit yesterday. I mean I feel alot...
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I am doing preatty good today. However, it has been raining all day, so have not had much to day. I want everyone to email me and let me know how you all are doing!
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I know that it has been a little bit since I wrote a journal. Somtimes I forget or u know I get busy or something. Anyway, things have been going okay for me right now. I am trying to find my own...
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I am doing so much better now. I made a huge decision to just let some things go because it takes and wastes to much of my time and energy trying to make everything right. I just have to keep in mind...
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I am worthless and I don't deserve to live in this world. I cause problems wherever I go and I don't think before I talk. I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF!
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Wow where to begin. I finally sent an email off to a lady at school to try and get back into school. I also am excitied because I feel that I am 100% a better partner, due to how I am behaving with...
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I know I have not been on a lot lately, but that is just because I have been trying to keep my mind busy and off of the negative things going on in my life. I am still dealing with the miscarriage...
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