Becca35
Status: Trying to start off the new year on a more positive note but it is so hard.
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In June of 1988, I lost my much beloved grandmother to Uterine cancer. I was 15 at the time and at a very, very vulnerable place in my young life. I have never really gotten over her loss. She was...
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SOMEBODY PLEASE STOP THE DAMM PAIN!
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I thought that I was dead inside. That the pain and sadness that I feel could no longer hurt me, but I was wrong. Can anyone tell me how to stop the pain? It is ruining my life. I no longer find joy...
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Are their any good guys left out there that want a woman who will love them for who they are not what others want them to be? Are there any good guys that won't use a woman and trample on her hear...
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I know, I know, I just entered a journal entry, but that was venting this is sadness that I can't seem to get rid of. You know everyone tells me that I shouldn't worry about having kids. That maybe I...
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Sometimes I just want to pull my hair out. I wish I could just push aside all thoughts of the bitch that is trying to steal my man. I mean if he leaves me then he leaves me and yes I know deep in my...
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I feel better today and have begun taking steps to get my life back in order. I am not sure what the future holds for me other than at some point within the next few months, I may be in for some...
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I hate my life. I just want the pain to stop and no one will help me. How do you tell when someone is lying to you? How do you find out if your boyfriend is cheating on you? He tells me he loves me,...
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I freaking hate my life. I am a dredge on society and I wish I could just disappear sometimes. I am not talking suicide, just disappear. I can't take the pain, the feeling of not being safe and...
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As for me, I went to the my primary doc the other day and told him tht it would be up until at least January or early February before I could get in to see the psych doc but he wouldn't write me a...
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I don't usually write stuff down because I usually forget to do it and then I get to feelign bad about that to. However, I feel the need to get some stuff off my chest. Issue number #1: My...
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just sitting here thinking that this is turning out to be the worst easter. My love had to work all weekend, family lives in another state or to far away in this one or not enough money/food to eat...
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Well I have the dress, the location of the ceremony, reception and rehearsal dinner..I know who is making my cake, flowers etc. I have my bridesmaids, groomsmen, flower girl and ringbearer
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Sometimes I just wanna scream. I mean just when everythig is falling into place and I feel like things are gonna work out the other shoe drops so to speak. Makes my depression ten times worse. To top...
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I have a huge loneliness problem....But when I had my beautiful puppy Kiara, it made it bearable and I was able to deal with it. Now it is like a huge wave washing over me, crushing me. I feel like...
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