The other woman
I just feel so damm stupid. How can I still love him if I suspect that there is something going on. If he doesnt love me any more why cant he just tell me a let me move on. I mean he still tells me he loves me and that he wants kids with me, but the bitch moved down here. I saw her today and he told me not to start no stuff, lile I was going to start a fight or something. I want to confront her with what I know, like how she said she was just his friend, but then sent text messages and stuff of a romantic/sexual nature. I want to send her family and her soon to be ex-hubby, a copy of all the instant messaging chats that they had. I want to do it even though I know that would be just me gettign revenge. But damm it, I feel like I am due a little revenge. I feel like I due to stand up for myself. It want the bitch to hurt as much as I am hurting right now. Is it so wrong to think like that? I just dont know how much more of the pain, anxiety and sadness I can take. I don't want to do anything anymore. I just want to stay in my bed until I fade away and die.
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getting revenge may make you feel betting now but it really wont change things this year I\'ve decided just to be happy and to accept that in life there are things that i have no control over if you want to stay in bed then stay in bed but dont fade away and die an extended family member recently hung himself yes he was no longer in pain but his mother and father and brothers and sisters and friends will be for the rest of their life. something will always be missing in their life now just take one day at a time and even its something small find something everyday to be grateful for you will be surprised how much better that can make you feel. today im grateful that i have air conditioning because it was over 100F lots of people dont have it.