Iva Sorepta Florence Gibson Bosely 1926-1988
In June of 1988, I lost my much beloved grandmother to Uterine cancer. I was 15 at the time and at a very, very vulnerable place in my young life. I have never really gotten over her loss. She was such a big part of my life. I had a connection with her that none of the other kids had and no one could explain. You would figure that after having been gone 20 yrs, that I would be ok. Why does it still hurt? Why the hell did god let her die knowing how badly I was going to need her in my life? Does god hate me or something?
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God does not hate you. He just needed your Gram more. She is still with you. She is watching over everything you do. She knows that you are hurting and is hurting because of it. You need to try and stop living in the past and get on with things. I know this sounds cruel and harsh but it is what someone once told me. I didn\'t like it either but it was/is the truth. Would your Grandmother want you to live like this?
Move on and make her proud of you.
I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs and Prayers are with you.