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It is strange how my life has changed. No, the problems aren't gone, but it is much easier now. I keep thinking of everything I say. I also work harder to actually do more of what I should. And it...

It wasn't easy but I made it. Now it's time to start a new goal. So... How about a full month?

Only today and it will become true - two weeks of truth :D I can't waste it! Hugs to all

Another difficult day. We had an argument. I stayed calm, and what is of utmost importance - said no lie. It was hard. But it is possible.50% done, 50% to do.

It is almost a full week and despite some difficulties I managed not to lie during that time. But the relation with my Wife is still very poor :-(

Another day passed, this time much easier. I made a dinner to apologize my Wife for previous day. I hope it worked.Finally there is snow :)

I couldn't expect how difficult it will be yesterday. Well, my fault as I hadn't done many things I should. Now - how to confess that while in the past I have always lied in such situations.I did it!...

I told my wife about things I lied to her. I know I didn't tell everything, new things will be coming to me all the time. But I did thing I thought to be impossible. It was surprisingly calm, but I...

My wife wants me to move out. As I said - I don't blame her, I understand her but... I don't want to lose her. Well, it is quite possible I already did... I have also passed through many documents...

I just understood why I love my wife... For all this time I wasn't able to answer this question and now I can. I write it through tears as I've never felt something like this... She knows I lie. She...

Well, I have to start over... On Saturday I lied once on such a stupid thing it is even hard to tell. I said I hadn't watched a movie I actually had seen just few days ago. I don't know why... So -...

I did it! It is possible! For a whole day I was honest. And still I am. Woooha!I have an ultimatum - no lies or I'll have to move away immadietly. It still doesn't mean there won't be a divorce. But...

My goodness, did I fell so low, that having a morning without a lie is a success? Well, at least it was a "difficult" morning. After yesterday's quarrel my wife wanted to check all my bills. No, they...

So... I am a liar. It's time to say it not only to myself. If I can't stop it all by myself why not to look for help among people who understand me? First I want to say english is not my native...