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2 difficult days passed. I managed not to lie during that time. But it was damn tough. Two days ago we had an argument. About my lies. My Wife accused me that I told a lie I really couldn't tell. On...

My Wife asked me when I was going to tell her about penalties I got (I got them on February). I told that I wanted to hide them and pay by myself. Well, it showed my earlier lie. But this time I told...

Strange. I'm still as low as in the morning. But I can feel that all this that happened today was the way to expose my lies. I could admit - in the office and in the presence of absolutely stranger -...

I don't think I can go any lower. I messed everything up. So - there were still some sums my Wife didn't know about. Quite much (about 3 times her salary). Few days agou there came an information,...

I lied. I was thinking a long time whether I should count it as a lie or not. But finally I've decided - a lie is a lie. Take a look at the discussion about practical jokes. A lie was for fun. Hey a...

It looks like when I'm concentrated enough I can keep out of lies. It's been 5 weeks since I last lied. And - even not knowing that the whole month has passed - I completed my goal :-D Next goal is...

I don't know where to start. It was very, very difficult day for me. Morning didn't  predict anything wrong. More, I found a book for my Wife.But there came a letter that dropped me very low.Last...

I really feel great. This was a difficult week for me but it looks like I found right way for me.There were several situations in with I would have lied in the past. But this time I didn't. Yet...

It seems easier to stay away from lies when I have more duties. I don't know why...Anyway - week clear. I have started a course today (well, yesterday actually - it's 1 am here).And I'm very happy...

Well, finally I have some improvement. It reflects to my life in general - I am starting to attend a course from next weekend. Finally I can clearly show I am doing SOMETHING. Of cource it only...

Well, I failed again... It was stupid, I had really no real reason for lying. Ok, I didn't vacuum the flat, but is it worth to lie about such things? Of course not. So why I said so? To cover my...

All the time we have to cope with some goals. We set some, some are set by others...I am trying to deal with a number of problems. Two most significant are my lying problem and my relationship with...

Finally some success. It has been over a week since my last lie. Sometimes it was difficult. Yesterday we had an argue, and actually I'm not sure why. I don't feel like I actually did something...

Well, I did it on purpose. Not to cover myself or something like that, but to make a surprise to my Wife. But still - it is a lie. So again counting from the beginning.

I think I'd believed to much in my strength and easiness of achieving the goal. And.. I failed. A lie again. Stupid. But I did it. And now - all work from the beginning.I've got horrible remorses. It...