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I really feel great. This was a difficult week for me but it looks like I found right way for me.There were several situations in with I would have lied in the past. But this time I didn't. Yet...

It seems easier to stay away from lies when I have more duties. I don't know why...Anyway - week clear. I have started a course today (well, yesterday actually - it's 1 am here).And I'm very happy...

Well, finally I have some improvement. It reflects to my life in general - I am starting to attend a course from next weekend. Finally I can clearly show I am doing SOMETHING. Of cource it only...

Well, I failed again... It was stupid, I had really no real reason for lying. Ok, I didn't vacuum the flat, but is it worth to lie about such things? Of course not. So why I said so? To cover my...

All the time we have to cope with some goals. We set some, some are set by others...I am trying to deal with a number of problems. Two most significant are my lying problem and my relationship with...

Finally some success. It has been over a week since my last lie. Sometimes it was difficult. Yesterday we had an argue, and actually I'm not sure why. I don't feel like I actually did something...

Well, I did it on purpose. Not to cover myself or something like that, but to make a surprise to my Wife. But still - it is a lie. So again counting from the beginning.

I think I'd believed to much in my strength and easiness of achieving the goal. And.. I failed. A lie again. Stupid. But I did it. And now - all work from the beginning.I've got horrible remorses. It...

It is strange how my life has changed. No, the problems aren't gone, but it is much easier now. I keep thinking of everything I say. I also work harder to actually do more of what I should. And it...

It wasn't easy but I made it. Now it's time to start a new goal. So... How about a full month?

Only today and it will become true - two weeks of truth :D I can't waste it! Hugs to all

Another difficult day. We had an argument. I stayed calm, and what is of utmost importance - said no lie. It was hard. But it is possible.50% done, 50% to do.

It is almost a full week and despite some difficulties I managed not to lie during that time. But the relation with my Wife is still very poor :-(

Another day passed, this time much easier. I made a dinner to apologize my Wife for previous day. I hope it worked.Finally there is snow :)

I couldn't expect how difficult it will be yesterday. Well, my fault as I hadn't done many things I should. Now - how to confess that while in the past I have always lied in such situations.I did it!...