TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS.

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU KNOW SOME ONE FOR 11 YEARS AND TODAY IS THE DAY HE WALKED OUT OF THE GATES OF HELL AFTER BEING INCARCERATED FOR 24 YEARS AND YOUR BIGGEST FEAR IS YOU WILL NEVER EVER HEAR FROM HIM AGAIN. I HAVE MISS BELIEFS IN PEOPLE SAYING THEY WILL KEEP IN TOUCH ONCE RELEASED, TRUST ISSUES, BECAUSE EVERY ONE THAT SAID THEY WILL STAY IN TOUCH HASN'T, ITS ALL WORDS RUNNING OUT OF THEIR MOUTH THATS ALL. THIS REALLY HURTS CAUSE HE WAS THERE FOR ME 11 YEARS AGO WHEN MY MARRIAGE WAS FALLING APART. HE WAS MY STRENGTH AT THAT TIME BUT WE NEVER LOST TOUCH, NOT UNTILL NOW THAT IS. I REALLY WANTED TO KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP IMPACT, BUT I JUST DON'T BELIVE IN PRISON WORDS. I HAVE TO GET THIS GUY OUT OF MY MIND, AND LEAVE THE DECISION IN GODS HANDS WHETER HE WILL CONTACT ME OR NOT. PRISON RELATIONSHIPS STINK ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU MEET THE GUY ON THE INSIDE, I JUST BELIEVE THE RELATIONSHIP IS STONGER IF YOU KNEW EACH OTHER BEFORE HE/SHE WENT IN.