nikkinash08

I'm sitting here watching cake boss, its the special baby edition. I'm sitting here crying and hurting inside because I want that to be me so bad. It brings back so many memories or should I say lack...

Ian does that with a grand gesture its so cute. Well actually we hold him and move his arm and say it but he smiles and laughs.I can't believe goose got his 15 month shots today. 15 months!!! Where...

AF showed up bright and early yesterday! I knew she was coming but doesn't make her apperance any easier. We are packing and trying to get ready for our move and trip that is happening next week. I...

I have not POAS today. Yet. LOL.I have come to the understanding that i am probably not preggo this month so blah blah poopy on that. I am really going to try my best to find a doctor in April to...

Well i teste dthis morning and got another BFN. Im pretty sure it is right. It was a 6 days test and I am on CD 24. So I just wait to start AF. We cant even try this month because logistically we...

That is the question. I want to but I don't. With my cycles being so irregular I don't know if I'm 6 or 5 or 4 days till my next period. I have a 3 pack of 6 day tests. What to do what to do.

I dont care how much sence i dont make, I want another baby. We have been trying for almost a year now. Yesy i have Ian and I love him and would never trade him for a million dollars. I cant control...

Well little man got to come home from the hospital on monday night finally. He is not 100% but home and doing better. He still has a nasty couph and is on breathing treatments every 6 hours. He still...

Ian got worst yesterday. His cough kept getting worse and worse.I called the pedi after hours. I was impatient and went to Target determined to find something to help him. Well while there the pedi...

Today I find myself in day one of the lovely 2ww.I am pretty sure I ovulated one the good side we dtd so we will see. I would be lying to say I'm not excited but I am. I know the closer it gets to AF...

 My little man is SICK. I mean SICK SICK SICK. HE has pneumonia. (or how ever you spell it). It came on so fast. He was fine yesterday. We were out looking at house went to dinner. He was fine and...

my husband is a freaking idiot and i want to punch him in the face then run far far away!!

Im so tired of being a single mom 90% of the time. Dh is always gone for work. ALWAYS. The 2 nights he was hom ethi sweek it was after Ian went to bed. He just left for switzerland today. I have to...

Our house has been on the market less than a week and it has an offer! Im stressed over fiinding a new place as they want to close on March 15th!!! I am going looking on thursday but it seem sso many...

WOW!!!!  Crazy things have been going on. Looks like we are buying a house!!! HE were thinking we would only qualify for about 1/3 of what we did qualify for. Teh first bank we talked to didnt know...