dizzydessy2001

Well lets see what has happened in the last few days. I have been trying to focus on me and making myself independent again and its been a little tough but its like riding a bike. I have been ok, I...

why do i punish myself. Why do i expect things to change. I think the talk of maybe getting back together was just talk. I don't think that he wants me. we keep hanging out with my son but i think...

The worst thing about separating from my husband is the fact that I had to move across town and move my son yet again to another school. We have moved every year for the last 4 years and each year he...

Its going to be a tough day. I woke up with dreams about my stbxh talking about his new girlfriend and I woke up with a start and just kept thinking about how everything ended and why would his ex...

When going to the store or the park. I see older couples holding hands and you can tell they are in love and i wonder what their stories are, and how have they stayed together for so long what is...

Super sad! I am having a really bad day and my first reaction is to text my husband and talk to him to feel better and I can't do that. I already feel emotionally drained and tired and now just...

today is a bad day. I went to get some of the rest of my stuff from our house and i found a letter that he wrote to his ex which he is talking to again and about how he missed her and couldn't wait...

Im so confused. For the last three days he has been texting me and talking to me like nothing has changed. Today he tells me that he is going to wait on getting the paper work until we are in a...

So far today, I haven't cried felt a little sick thinking about what has happened and just thinking about it in general but no tears yet. 

Yesterday husband and I had a big blow up because my son is upset and doesn't want to see him this coming weekend, and some how i turned into the bad guy. He blames me for our relationship falling...