having a really bad day
Super sad! I am having a really bad day and my first reaction is to text my husband and talk to him to feel better and I can't do that. I already feel emotionally drained and tired and now just having a horrible day at work, then it hits me I have no one to talk to about it. Then i feel like crying all over again. Dang I hate feel like crap.
Yesterday was a bad day too. Just want to feel better and move on. I want to stop feeling sick when i think of my stbx talking with his ex and making plans for them to see each other, even though we are still married and he said he wanted to be alone. Sick of the lying and game playing. I just want to stop loving him and move on with my life. I feel so alone, I wish my friends cared.
Yesterday was a bad day too. Just want to feel better and move on. I want to stop feeling sick when i think of my stbx talking with his ex and making plans for them to see each other, even though we are still married and he said he wanted to be alone. Sick of the lying and game playing. I just want to stop loving him and move on with my life. I feel so alone, I wish my friends cared.
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I really feel for you. It\'s hard when you lose your best friend and mate. I try to think then did they ever really deserve me? I get so depressed when I think about my wife, staying occupied helps at times, I hope it works for you.
sorry you\'re going thru this too! It is very depressing not being able to talk and share our days with our former spouses. That is one of the hardest parts about all of this, not picking up the phone and calling, especially just to hear his voice....arrggghhhhhh. You have friends here, we know exactly what you are going thru! Come here often, it really helps. Hugs