krischaos

holy shit swag its almost been four months now XD.....

idk if i can do it

however everything in me is telling me to slice my stomach open..... kill me

i gave in and I cut kill me...

didnt even notice but i havent cut for almost 2 months lets see if we can tack another month on to there 

I WANT TO BLEED. It sucks all I think about these days is bleeding I miss it. jwhjdfsagjkl I don't know if I will last longer or not.

Some of them think that i have stopped. Some of them know i relapsed from the last time i stopped... all the ones that know that i have cut are telling me to stop. I really can't though I tried and...

i dont even know if i have the strength to keep on going. im barely getting through days and pretending to be normal is starting to get to me alot...

i went through a rough patch and i stopped working out started gaining weight until i weighed about 160 i had gotten down to weighing 140 so i put on a lot of weight.i had a break down instead of...

47 DAYS FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! *DANCE* *DANCE*

fiur more days and my goal is complete XD i really didnt think i could last this long but i did and im happy. XD

*happy dance* yeah hurray im almost at my goal. 

im the guy who can be really emotional sometimes. im the teen who sometimes feels unloved and has to prove his worth to the world. im the boy who sometimes just wants to be a kid and acts that way....

its been 13 days without fucking up :D im soo fucking happy right now

havent been weighing myself in a while but got on the scale today and was in the 140s i was like :o cause well i havent really been exercising that much and i havent been doing much different than i...