krischaos

i dont know why i get so emotional and weak sometimes. all of this moth i have been going through about fifty different mood swings and i dont know why that is happening to me. i was so fucking close...

She cry’s because she fell from the sky The lord betrayed her she doesn’t know why Attacked by the beasts of the worldBeing thrown, given a twirl Her wings ripped from her back When the dark...

so already im having problems in school i mean i went from prefect striaght A student to C and D student in one year. i mean school just started and already i cant concentrate. i lose it every 5 mins...

yea im leaving on vacation soon so i wont be on that much for a while . im going to jamiacia its going to be awesome. i also got invited to go to france next year cause of my good grades thats...

so yea i finnally am trusting my new friend cause i really dont know but im trusting her to take care of some of my stuff when im gone but im not trusting her with anything else yet.

so my girlfriend and i were video chatting a while ago since we are both up. and im crying cause of my step-father and stuff. i actually never told her about what happened with him i never told...

today was a bad day for me well i geuss it would be yesturday now cause its 1 am. i had flashes of what happened with my step-dad i cant get it outta my mind everytime i close my mind all i see is...

i had written this on my quizzilla account a while back, some of it has to do with me and some of it is what happened to one of my friends.  MAMA couldnt see the pain i boarMAMA only saw a fucking...

its starting to suck really fucking badly... its only been a month why cant i seem to shake this. also i'm getting fat :'( i need to stop eating junk food i dont play sports anymore my calorie intake...

I WANT TO BLEED. It sucks all I think about these days is bleeding I miss it. jwhjdfsagjkl I don't know if I will last longer or not.

Some of them think that i have stopped. Some of them know i relapsed from the last time i stopped... all the ones that know that i have cut are telling me to stop. I really can't though I tried and...

i dont even know if i have the strength to keep on going. im barely getting through days and pretending to be normal is starting to get to me alot...

i went through a rough patch and i stopped working out started gaining weight until i weighed about 160 i had gotten down to weighing 140 so i put on a lot of weight.i had a break down instead of...

47 DAYS FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! *DANCE* *DANCE*

fiur more days and my goal is complete XD i really didnt think i could last this long but i did and im happy. XD