Who am I?

im the guy who can be really emotional sometimes. im the teen who sometimes feels unloved and has to prove his worth to the world. im the boy who sometimes just wants to be a kid and acts that way. im a person who you will always see smiling i never like to show my pain. im the kid who sometimes just wants to go and run, jump, and play. im the guy that wants you to listen to what i have to say. im the teen that wants to be normal and just like everyone else, though i wouldnt be me if i was. im the boy who wants to be in a normal relationship where i am seen as me a boy and not a girl. im the person who says i dont care when i care way to much. im the kid who needs to be held sometimes to remember why i live. im the guy who needs to learn how to listen to other peoples feelings. im the teen who tries to hard to fit into what society wants from me. im the boy who wants to seem strong and be a man. im the person who lets people into my heart and when their gone i break down. im the kid who just wants to cuddle with my teddy bears. im the guy who wants to be able to walk around normally and not hunched over to hide whats underneath. im the teen who wants to go to college but has shit grades and doubt ill make it there. im the boy who has to grow up fast because i have to hold my own. im the person who you see everyday but know so little about. im the kid who crys when i explain myself to someone and they just ignore every word i say. im the guy who just wants to be loved for who i am. im the teen who sometimes wants the world to end. im the boy who crys myself to sleep sometimes. im the person who feels the pain of life everyday im the kid who wanted and prayed everyday that god would just make me die and not have to deal with being pansexual or trans. i prayed so hard for him to make my sins go away. im the guy who gets stronger everyday i live my life through this pain. im the teen who wants to achieve my ultimate goal someday. im the boy who wants to grow up to be a good man. im the person whos name you might not know. im the kid who decided not to kill myself because of a promise to a friend a bond so strong that kept me alive until i didnt want to die anymore. I am Davian I am me.