Akisha

Four months ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. He was my little man. If he were here we probably would be hanging out  and I would have went and got a little cupcake that he could smoosh up....

So the medica examiner's office called us back today to tell us the results of Curtis's autopsy. I dunno even know why I had one done....well really I just wanted to know if there was something wrong...

So Curtis is having his surgery on the 14th.....Im having anxiety like crazy!!! Of course it doesnt help that im sort of in a funk because of the holiday season......I miss Curtis.. then I feel...

Hi guys I know ive been really MIA but there was something wrong with my DS most of the time I couldnt log in and when I could I saw nothing. Luckily its all fixed so im back on....I feel so out of...

Hi guys please pray for my little Anisah. Shes still not gaining weight properly and now we have to go see the pediatric pulmonologist to make sure she has the proper air intake in addition to the...

Well guys we got to come home today! They ran all tests and everything came back perfect other than the laryngomalacia which directly effected her weight. The speech therapist came in and showed me...

Well I hoped that after everything weve been thru with Curtis III that this time around it would be as smooth as it possibly could go....but it hasnt worked out that way. From day one Anisah was a...

I have to study so Im gonna make this short. Last night I had a dream that Curtis was in a casket and his eyes opened and he sat up and was looking around like where the heck am I? I was telling my...

Hubby and I talked about it and the goal is to get preggers at least by Christmas. So this is gonna be the second month of trying using a little assistance from a friend called OPK so hopefully this...

I was looking at the posts in the SIDS group again and some people were saying that they didnt feel that they got the support they needed or what not. But I want to say this....When my son passed I...

So today I was looking at the SIDS discussion board....I am a still a newbie so I look at everyones profile after they post to try to either jog my memory or get to know a lil more about them. So of...

So its 2:45am here and as you can see I'm still up. I thought about my son all day yesterday. I didnt tell my husband I just continued on. But anyways my husband said something to me that got me...

Four months ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. He was my little man. If he were here we probably would be hanging out  and I would have went and got a little cupcake that he could smoosh up....

So the medica examiner's office called us back today to tell us the results of Curtis's autopsy. I dunno even know why I had one done....well really I just wanted to know if there was something wrong...