4 months ago

Four months ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. He was my little man. If he were here we probably would be hanging out  and I would have went and got a little cupcake that he could smoosh up. His grandma and great grandma would have called to sing happy birthday to him. He would probably be a really chubby chubby cub. I wish he was here!!! I want him back!! Im trying to be as postive as I can.....I just miss him terribly.   Hey Chubby Cub  mommy just wanted to tell you HAPPY 4 MONTHS!!!! I know its a party everyday up there I  know youre enjoying it.  Just remember mommy loves you. I miss you so much, I really wish you could be here with mommy but I know you cant. I love you CHUBBY CUB!!!!