Autopsy results :(((
So the medica examiner's office called us back today to tell us the results of Curtis's autopsy. I dunno even know why I had one done....well really I just wanted to know if there was something wrong that I wasnt aware of. She basically said that his cause of death was undetermined. His veins and arteries were all perfect, his organs were perfect as well. There really is no reason for his death. So basically he was just a SIDS baby. Now I have to live with the fact that I have no idea what happen or why he died. I'm so angry right now I have no explanation at all. I miss my Chubby Cub!!!
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i\'m sorry for how you are feeling right now.i\'m so afraid of calling for Siena\'s results i don\'t know how i\'ll handle it.........i guess the only thing we can get from sids being the cause is knowing our little angels did not suffer.......i asked Siena to give Curtis a big hug........
I am thinking of you on this very hard day, we are in the same boat today. It\'s so hard to have no answers! You are in my thoughts today! Many Hugs!
So sorry sweetie. this is hard news, but take comfort in knowing there was nothing you could of done different. Know that your Curtis felt your love everyday and still does. It\'s so hard, but I believe this is a great place to find some comfort. It is always hard to welcome a new friend because that means we have lost another precious baby, but you are welcome here. so say what ever you need to. We\'ve all been there and we understand just how much this sucks!!! So many hugs to you and your family.
Like you I expected some comfort from the results. Whether it was something i could have prevented or should have seen, like you it took me down. I\'m so sorry hon,
I\'m so sorry u r feeling so sad today, our baby JanCarlo died apr.23 & we\'re still waiting for the results, i really don\'t know what to expect, i don\'t know what they will tell me!
I\'ll be praying for you.
I am so sorry it is horrible not to have any real answers I know-please know that I am here for you.
I am sorry you have no answer. I have to share with you the grass is not always greener on the other side with this case either. Knowing it was SIDS with my Jakob gave me a since of peace because I knew there was NOTHING that could have been done to prevent it. Getting the autopsy report in and finding out he was sick, and the hospital\'s neglegance caused his death was DEVISTATING. Knowing he could have been treated with antibiotics had they just listened to me the first two, or even third time I took him in, my baby could still be here. Now i am going through a LONG heartwrenching laswuite with the hospital, who say they did nothing wrong, but had a lawyer assigned to the case when our lawyer contacted them. And can only pray for justice for my baby, but am in fear they will get away with it. The findings we found about SIDS through the docs at the hospital my dad works at (one of which just finished a study on a SIDS case) is that it is a complete neurological dissconnect. There is no suffering, no pain, they feel nothing. It is instantanious, and they are here one minute, and in Heaven the next. Knowing my Jakob died because he could not breath kills me inside. My baby went into respiratory failure in his bassinet due to interstitial penumonitis. They have told me he would have been unconcious before he passed, I can only hope and pray they are telling me the truth. I am greatful I have a reason, but devistated at what the reason was...how stupid of them, telling me it was allergies...