DREAM.....
I have to study so Im gonna make this short. Last night I had a dream that Curtis was in a casket and his eyes opened and he sat up and was looking around like where the heck am I? I was telling my hubby that he was awake......but he just looked at me like I was crazy. I stood by the casket but I couldnt pick him up. Then I woke up? Anybody have any idea what this means???? I miss you all....talk to you soon hopefully....BIG HUGS AND BABY DUST!!!
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hon i have no idea, but i\'m sorry you had that
I don\'t know either, but I am so sorry that you had to have a dream like that.
Oh that must have really shaken you. I hope the next time you have a dream about your little one it is more comforting. I\'m not a dream expert but I\'ve had dreams that were sort of similar and I feel like they were created from my struggle to accept my daughter being dead. And that you were standing near the casket and was unable to pick him up might have to do with you wanting to save him but not being able to. Just a guess.
I had a dream similar to that. A few acutally. I went to see Jakob at the morgue..and he was sticking his tongue out at me, I was laughing, and everyone looked at me like i was kinda crazy. In my other dream, they had to exume his body for our court case, and when they opened up the casket, he sat up, he was alive, but no one would listen to me when I told them he was sick, and if someone didnt see him, a doctor he would die. I was on the phone with the head of pulmanology at MCG childrens medical center in my dream, I was serious. And no one would give him to me, no one would let me hold him. I had another dream that Dylan was holding Jakob at church, but he was dead. he dropped him, and his head was bleeding. I SCREAMED, and ran to him, to hold him. Everyone kept telling me, you have to let him go, you cant keep him forever, you have to burry him....I was sobbing..I asked him if he was ready to go, he said, yes mommy, I am ready to go, it\'s ok...I cried for days about that one...I dont know what any of them mean really.....it\'s so hard...