alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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almost 5 am i woke exhusted and ran into lots and lots of stress people cant cope with me when they know how i sufrer to any extent they cant cope with even the simple stuff it makes me feel...
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m t: yes its 4.30 amm t: 6 hours ago i tryed to stop workm t: but more shit happenedm t: so i worked 12pm till 4amm t: on music for a band that has no players or workm t: for someone who has no...
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4.40 am
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i dont cut but i do think about it all the time well not alljust nightsits there like an answer so i seem to have anouther problemim not cutting but thinking about .i dont so im not a cutter but...
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im working far to much and i am so lost im chasing nothing all the time
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the life i didnt havedont have right now im not up not down im in void .im working lotsim not a person what is my life who am i my life is wasted i am nothing
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMxc1_JqysU
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDDgp6BuAPw
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Bipolar I disorderBipolar I disorder has the extreme high or mania that's usually (but not always) followed by a depression. There are also mixed types of bipolar I disorder in which both types of...
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if i could live life without sleap i would .i hate sleap ,,,,dreams to point out i hate dreams its just like a time for me to get hurt in a 2nd life and out side of normal reason
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running into problems im snapping in scoial = work situations twice now the main one was so strange i snapped and ranted but they both acted as if i wasnt there as if they couldnt hear me yes...
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had a lot of rejection had so many hopes broken been made to feel nothing but i am saying I am worth something no one can see it but i am worth something THEY ARE ALL WRONG
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i's in lines maybe its the only thing i feel i have control of anymore
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after my sister left the uk with her idiot husband she rang this morning to say she is coming back tothe uk no work there its so stupid its laughable my predictions for the future are not good i...
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ive never seen my room looking like it does now .its bured in equipment i spend the day chasing tasks that seem to go no where i feel like a prisoner at times .im doing things but going no wheream i...
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