running into problems  im snapping in scoial = work situations  twice now the main one was so strange i snapped and ranted but they both acted as if i wasnt there as if they couldnt hear me  yes it defussed the situation by not making it an event in the real world  but also i felt invisable and as if i were crazy it was like when i was ill and eveything i did was not taken seriously if even your actions in the world are as nothing you feel so power lessto even react        

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deleted_user
deleted_user

diffused. hmmm. that can be both good and bad.

feeling invisible and crazy is not good.

feeling powerless is the key.
alantm
alantm

did it again

but today i didnt
alantm
alantm

there is a weak spot in my armore

to use a word around here
invalidated
alantm
alantm

i have a rejection problem
from abandonment
and i over react
i cant stop it its hard wired into me