Will he or won\'t he

Well, it's Thursday, the day that he knows I will be at his former roommate's house.  Will he actually show up like he said that he "might just do" or will he stay with her?  If he stays with her then I know what his answer is.  He chose her over me and that Saturday meant absolutely nothing.  I'm so frustrated right now.  I don't want to get my hopes up for them to crash around me.  I want to be in his arms tonight so very badly.  I wish that he would come over, spend the night and plan on doing it again Friday and/or Saturday.  I only can have him for 3 nights, she gets him all the rest of the time.  It's not fair!  When will I get my happy ending?