WhooHoo

My thoughts for today:  I feel bad I have not given Kalie positive words.  I hope my prayers for Jollyk ( Kim ) have worked.  Les- the pratt- doesn't like me.  Itsmylife is hell-bent on giving my...

Well I fucked up yet once again.  No sense in beating myself over it.  Kinda hard not to, though.  Really hard.  Oh well.  I'm sorry, people.  I'm really sorry.

I'm feeling insecure right now.  Not a good feeling.  I'm watching Intervention and I am feeling superior to those people and it is ricocheting into insecurity.How dare I cop an attitude of...

Today is day 5 and I am not white-knuckling it.  I will admit at 6pm I think about a nice, cold beer especially on these hot nights lately.  But that's all it is.  I do not feel compelled to take...

 guess I'm a natural born counter.  Worse than counting the days, I'm counting the freakin hours!!!  Gawd I just want to be normal, but I'm not and I accept it.This was physically the easiest and...

I feel sad but it has absolutely nothing about detoxing for a day and staying sober for the rest of my life.I feel sad cuz I feel abandoned.  Unloved and I'm sure I did something for it but I'm just...

Since I was laid off on01/31/08 and sitting home looking for a job on my computer, what do you think an alcoholic is going to do?  I have been drinking so much more than usual but I have detoxed...

  I am getting really saddened at the amount of relapsers in DS.  I am one of them.  That alone is depressing.  But what really upsets me the most are the long-timers that are relapsing.Gawd...

I Just read someone say that too much caffeine can be a trigger for craving alcohol.  I'm not sure about that but what I am sure of is that I love coffee but I stay away from it cuz it gets me...

Overwhelmed with anxiety.  Moving to Wisconsin from Calif was overwhelming but it is so wonderful to live close to my Mom and StepDad and get away from San Jose City and live out in the country. ...

I made up my mind earlier today that I was going to write an amends to my sister, Gina.Our relationship has had many very good ups but when there are downs they can last for years without speaking. ...

I detoxed again this weekend.  The 7th was another first day for me.  Now it will be the anniversary of my niece's Dad who died early yesterday.  I'm sure he was drinking and driving.  99% of...

Today I win 27-0.   My sleep is getting much better most nights.  I find when I think of things that truly upset and hurt me I just can't stop my wheels and I'm up forever.   I am letting this...

Today is Saturday, the 6th  Well now.  Seems once again I lost track of my days of sobriety again.  Today is actually day 20! I'm going to count that as a good thing.  I'm really not...

Today is day 12 and I am not obsessing.  I went on an interview today at a staffing agency and it went really good.  The gal has a direct hire deal for me on Tuesday.  It's a bit further than I...