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No work..Yay!!!..But i am home with 3 of the 4 girls so its no vacation.. Weekend was ok..Saturday my friend Stephanie came over and tattooed my oldest daughter.Its still not done.After 5 hours she...

Its 5 am.I have been up since 4:30.I cannot sleep..I have all these crazy thoughts running throught my head so I felt the need to come here and write..Its funny how on the outside things can seem so...

Whats up for the weekend?Well after work today I am going work out-4th time this week.Then I have to run by my parents house. Tomorrow and Sunday no plans at all.Its going to be cold and I rather...

Never say I love youIf you dont really careNever talk about feelingsIf they arent really thereNever hold my handIf you're gonna break my heartNever say you're going toIf you dont plan to startNever...

Christmas that is...Its too tiring and too much work.. I got up at 6am and put on the coffee..By 7:15 all 4 of the girls were up and ready to open gifts.once that was done I cooked this big...

Ha. Ha.. So yesterday I took my 10 year old daughter and 2 of her friends to see New Moon..OMG.I loved that movie..I have got to read the books though.I love to read but dont have time..anway...

I used to love writing new journals.Now I never take the time.Why?I am not sure.Maybe because everyone else has so much going on who would have time to even take a look?Maybe because some days I want...

So they say if you have a problem you should say it right?Dont be in denial..Well I am suffering from PPD-Post Partum Depression and it frickin sucks..I love my kids.I love my husband.I love my...

Why am i so depressed?Is it me?Is it pregnancy hormones?Am I just not happy?Is this payback for something I have done in my past?I cant deal with it anymore.I am to the point of a melt-down.believe...

Doctor said to slow down and take it easy.Drink lots and lots of water..