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Christmas that is...Its too tiring and too much work.. I got up at 6am and put on the coffee..By 7:15 all 4 of the girls were up and ready to open gifts.once that was done I cooked this big...

Ha. Ha.. So yesterday I took my 10 year old daughter and 2 of her friends to see New Moon..OMG.I loved that movie..I have got to read the books though.I love to read but dont have time..anway...

I used to love writing new journals.Now I never take the time.Why?I am not sure.Maybe because everyone else has so much going on who would have time to even take a look?Maybe because some days I want...

So they say if you have a problem you should say it right?Dont be in denial..Well I am suffering from PPD-Post Partum Depression and it frickin sucks..I love my kids.I love my husband.I love my...

Why am i so depressed?Is it me?Is it pregnancy hormones?Am I just not happy?Is this payback for something I have done in my past?I cant deal with it anymore.I am to the point of a melt-down.believe...

Doctor said to slow down and take it easy.Drink lots and lots of water..

Not much to write but I hardly ever write anymore so here goes..I am in my 21st week and already ready to have this baby.I am hot and its not even summer yet.I dont know how I will make it all summer...

Had my 12 week appointment today.Did tons of bloodwork..I lost 2 pounds..The doctor came in with the doppler to hear the heartbeat and couldnt find it.So he says if we cant hear it I will get the u/s...

I hardly ever write in my journal anymore.. Friends I am sorry that I am not around as much.I dont talk to yall,send hugs or messages and I apologize.Things are just really hectic for me right...

I had an u/s and doctors visit today.Everything looks great.Baby is measuring 10weeks 4 days so its 3 days ahead..Heartrate was 175bpm.I saw the baby moving all around.I think its amazing how you can...