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Why am i so depressed?Is it me?Is it pregnancy hormones?Am I just not happy?Is this payback for something I have done in my past?I cant deal with it anymore.I am to the point of a melt-down.believe...

Doctor said to slow down and take it easy.Drink lots and lots of water..

Not much to write but I hardly ever write anymore so here goes..I am in my 21st week and already ready to have this baby.I am hot and its not even summer yet.I dont know how I will make it all summer...

Had my 12 week appointment today.Did tons of bloodwork..I lost 2 pounds..The doctor came in with the doppler to hear the heartbeat and couldnt find it.So he says if we cant hear it I will get the u/s...

I hardly ever write in my journal anymore.. Friends I am sorry that I am not around as much.I dont talk to yall,send hugs or messages and I apologize.Things are just really hectic for me right...

I had an u/s and doctors visit today.Everything looks great.Baby is measuring 10weeks 4 days so its 3 days ahead..Heartrate was 175bpm.I saw the baby moving all around.I think its amazing how you can...

I had my first u/s on Wednesday...Baby is in the uterus and measured 6 weeks..we saw the heartbeat but couldnt hear it yet..doctor says things look good..I go back Jan 7 for another u/s and doctor...

Last Tuesday I had bloodwork done for my pregnancy.My numbers were 263..Had it done again yesterday and they are 2590..yay!!..I go next Wednesday for an ultrasound.I havent told my family or...

I took a test this weekend-----Pregnant!!!Keep me in your prayers that everything is ok..

so I have been off from work since last Wednesday.I worked the election Tuesday and needed some time off.It was nice.It was different being home with Victor most of the week.Usually if we take...

This has been one hell of a day.i am so tired and still have hours to go..At least I am off until Monday..My husband is on vacation too so we get to spend some much needed alone quality time together...

Tonight we have a party to go to.My bosses dad is having some sort of party and he wants all of us (that work in the office) to be there.So victor and I are going.I dont really want to.I havent gone...

No because anything bad happened but I just need to talk.. First thing is-I am too needy.I hate being like this.I have a good life.I have three wonderful children.Of course they sometimes push my...