gumper
Status: And now, without you, what do we do? Where do we turn? To the stars, Bowen. To the stars.
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... My life is upside down. I have met someone I love being with. Yet when I am with her I am always thinking about someone else...someone I can never have yet yearn for with all of my...
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I should be happy right now, Im going on dates, getting places with people. Still though, still the smallest things get me right down. Someone says something, the way they act, it just gets me...
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So, I went a week without cutting :D Now lets keep it going!
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I have a date next week. At least I hope I do, nothing has really been confirmed. Apparently I am the luckiest guy around, if you listen to my friends. I don't feel it though. The opposite...
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...went to the Doctors today. Seems like a decent doc, total irish accent, rambles on to himself, but he understands. Didnt force me into anything, took it all slow. Gave me some pills to try stop...
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..physical pain Ive cut my arm so much I can barely move it now. Its sore, hot, throbbing. Also managed to cut my finger from holding the razor wrong. The lickle cut on my finger hurts the...
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...I finally caved and phoned a Dr today. I have an appointment on Monday at 4pm. It remains to be seen if I will actually go, or cancel it in the morning. Sounds strange, but I feel like I dont...
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My twin brother was going to be coming over on the 20th June, I havent seen him in months. I wanted to go out on the town with him like we used to and just have fun. He told me today he can't...
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OK, so I went out tonight.I went out just looking for a good night, no women involved, just me getting drunk and looking like a tit. I managed that till we went to the night club where there was a...
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I have stopped cutting myself so far... Mainly because of the amount of scars/scabs etc on my arm, there is no where else to do it. Whenever I get home, I want to cut myself....like really, really...
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Saw a friend get hurt today and couldnt do anything to help her as I know she would have turned me away. I cant sit idly by and not help someone, its not in my nature. Was a hard day.
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Went out tonight. Didnt get anywhere with the ladies, never expected to. Just wanted a good night. Danced with one lass who was just out for a laugh. I enjoyed, that, hopefully she enjoyed...
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... I tried, I really did try to be positive about everything, listening to my friends trying to set each other up, of course I never received a mention :( I smiled, but one knew from my eyes the...
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...OK, I have never, ever done anything like this before, so if you read it and don't like it then you know where the door is. Im not sure why I did it, just had an urge. I don't like it myself,...
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