ponygirl74
Status: Got weight loss surgery and in a week lost 14lbs.
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I wish I could get past them. I don't know if I love her, like her or just feel indifferent about her. I really wish I could understand why she never protected me as a child or as a young adult. ...
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I was raped over 10 years ago- it was the loneliest time of my life. It was bad enough that it happened, bad enough that some of my family said that it was my fault- that I was being punished by God....
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I sick of fighting this at times. Sometimes I wonder if it worth the fight. I don't mean ending my life but fighting my illness is hard. I see people around who do the wrong thing get rewarded and I...
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I found out today I might be moving into an Easter Seales house, hopfully in a house who has a dear friend of mine. I will know for certian next week and I might have to do overnights but I'm happy...
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I Feel like crap today . in a few weeks it will be my birthday and I really have nothing to celebrate about. I'm pretty much ignore the day because I think my mother regrets having my brother and...
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It's been awhile since I've been on DS not just reading the updates in my email. I've gotten better, a little bit more postive and compleated a 3 month culanary corse in December and have a Serv Safe...
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I wish I was someone amd worth something. I have no talent, done nothing speical, don't work and am fat and ugley.
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I have a head cold and am not feeling up to par. I also have an ear infection to boot. I just want to lay down an go to sleep but were I live, at a borrding home, I have to wait and do my chour....
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I have a head cold and am not feeling up to par. I also have an ear infection to boot. I just want to lay down an go to sleep but were I live, at a borrding home, I have to wait and do my chour....
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Wow I wish I knew about this site sooner. I collect model horses and belong to a forem for that. Some people call it stupid but us plastic ponylovers are mostly a good bunch all sharing the love of...
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I've been depressed for the last 3 weeks, I'm having a hard time coping. I feel the thought/need to self harm, but I'm not. I have few friends- my family hates me, I have no love in my life- not that...
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I went for two 'oscopys this week an upper GI and colon. With the upper GI I had some issues from having GERD and the colon no polyps, just hemorrhoids. It is a big sigh of relief as my father passed...
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In my quest to find other housing I received a hopeful e mail today. Mental Health Association which is like an Easter Seals of sorts, if anyone is familiar with them, contacted me with a number to...
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I just give up, any time I reach out to another I get slapped away. I'm down to one friend now(I think) If I loose them I will not be making any more. I no longer want to put myself out there. It's...
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Since affordable apartments are hard to find were I live I started to look for rooms to rent online. So I was in contact with a woman who rents out rooms i her house not very far from were I live....
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