ponygirl74
Status: Got weight loss surgery and in a week lost 14lbs.
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I tried to mend things with my mother. I made her a beautiful Mother's Day card letting her know I'm willing to let bygones be bygones and let the past stay there. I wanted to build a bridge but I...
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I'm feeling better about myself- all due to thee Clubhouse model. I went to a 3 week training from the end of Jan to mid Feb at the first Clubhouse Fountain House in NYC. It was a wonderful...
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I've been depressed for the last 3 weeks, I'm having a hard time coping. I feel the thought/need to self harm, but I'm not. I have few friends- my family hates me, I have no love in my life- not that...
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I went for two 'oscopys this week an upper GI and colon. With the upper GI I had some issues from having GERD and the colon no polyps, just hemorrhoids. It is a big sigh of relief as my father passed...
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In my quest to find other housing I received a hopeful e mail today. Mental Health Association which is like an Easter Seals of sorts, if anyone is familiar with them, contacted me with a number to...
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I just give up, any time I reach out to another I get slapped away. I'm down to one friend now(I think) If I loose them I will not be making any more. I no longer want to put myself out there. It's...
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Since affordable apartments are hard to find were I live I started to look for rooms to rent online. So I was in contact with a woman who rents out rooms i her house not very far from were I live....
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Am I such a bad person? I just wonder why I'm so invisible were I live. I live in a boarding home with 20 other people and it seems like I'm not even here. Pretty much anywhere I go I'm not...
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I just don't know. There are times I can't stand people. They call themselves friends then ignore you. I have to make an effort to reach out to people and no one really extends the same to me. I...
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I just don't like myself today.
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Ugh! I'm having a hard time sleeping and my mind is not quiet. It no thoughts in particular just like my mind is a channel on TV and the thoughts are commercials. I'm wondering if mindfulness would...
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It's hard to believe it's been 19 years since she died. I loved her very much. She was my whole world. The only family member to show she cared about me and respect me, who didn't try to make me into...
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I wish I could get past them. I don't know if I love her, like her or just feel indifferent about her. I really wish I could understand why she never protected me as a child or as a young adult. ...
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I wish I could get past them. I don't know if I love her, like her or just feel indifferent about her. I really wish I could understand why she never protected me as a child or as a young adult. ...
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I was raped over 10 years ago- it was the loneliest time of my life. It was bad enough that it happened, bad enough that some of my family said that it was my fault- that I was being punished by God....
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