ponygirl74
Status: Got weight loss surgery and in a week lost 14lbs.
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I sick of fighting this at times. Sometimes I wonder if it worth the fight. I don't mean ending my life but fighting my illness is hard. I see people around who do the wrong thing get rewarded and I...
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I found out today I might be moving into an Easter Seales house, hopfully in a house who has a dear friend of mine. I will know for certian next week and I might have to do overnights but I'm happy...
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I Feel like crap today . in a few weeks it will be my birthday and I really have nothing to celebrate about. I'm pretty much ignore the day because I think my mother regrets having my brother and...
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It's been awhile since I've been on DS not just reading the updates in my email. I've gotten better, a little bit more postive and compleated a 3 month culanary corse in December and have a Serv Safe...
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I've been depressed for the last 3 weeks, I'm having a hard time coping. I feel the thought/need to self harm, but I'm not. I have few friends- my family hates me, I have no love in my life- not that...
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I went for two 'oscopys this week an upper GI and colon. With the upper GI I had some issues from having GERD and the colon no polyps, just hemorrhoids. It is a big sigh of relief as my father passed...
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In my quest to find other housing I received a hopeful e mail today. Mental Health Association which is like an Easter Seals of sorts, if anyone is familiar with them, contacted me with a number to...
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I just give up, any time I reach out to another I get slapped away. I'm down to one friend now(I think) If I loose them I will not be making any more. I no longer want to put myself out there. It's...
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Since affordable apartments are hard to find were I live I started to look for rooms to rent online. So I was in contact with a woman who rents out rooms i her house not very far from were I live....
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Am I such a bad person? I just wonder why I'm so invisible were I live. I live in a boarding home with 20 other people and it seems like I'm not even here. Pretty much anywhere I go I'm not...
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I just don't know. There are times I can't stand people. They call themselves friends then ignore you. I have to make an effort to reach out to people and no one really extends the same to me. I...
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I just don't like myself today.
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Ugh! I'm having a hard time sleeping and my mind is not quiet. It no thoughts in particular just like my mind is a channel on TV and the thoughts are commercials. I'm wondering if mindfulness would...
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It's hard to believe it's been 19 years since she died. I loved her very much. She was my whole world. The only family member to show she cared about me and respect me, who didn't try to make me into...
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I wish I could get past them. I don't know if I love her, like her or just feel indifferent about her. I really wish I could understand why she never protected me as a child or as a young adult. ...
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