It's been 19 years

It's hard to believe it's been 19 years since she died. I loved her very much. She was my whole world. The only family member to show she cared about me and respect me, who didn't try to make me into something she wanted me to be. It's had to loose the only person in my family to care about me and who truly loved me. I wish it was me who went not her. She was more worthy of life and more needed then I. I really miss you Aunt Dot.