feeling good

I'm feeling better about myself- all due to thee Clubhouse model. I went to a 3 week training from the end of Jan to mid Feb at the first Clubhouse Fountain House in NYC. It was a wonderful experience despite my fellow colleague and staff member dropping out of our Clubhouse in general. I learned to stand on my own that day and that I shone better without a person to fall back on. I feel more positive about myself and like myself better. so 30% is a good number for now As i get more involved I think my self-esteem will go up.  that's it for now. pony