Familyless

I tried to mend things  with my mother. I made her a beautiful Mother's Day card letting her know I'm willing to let bygones be bygones and let the past stay there. I wanted to build a bridge but I need her to build the other half- Just I expected no reply. I don't know why I try or care. I don't know why I'm even here. I have no family who wants me. I wish I was not alive, I mean why live when no one wants me?  No one cares why should I?