Trying to maintain.
So last nite I was smacked in the face with sick individuals. I really should not be living this way anymore. I left my ex-hub 11 years ago. I just celebrated my anniversary on Easter, 4/20. 11 years to the day since I left him. It was the last time Easter and 4/20 were on the same day. Also, with this same year/date thing, I am (not) so happy to know that once again my birthday falls on Mothers Day. Depressing bc I'm 42 and don't have any kids. Now my body would not be able to hold a child, and I would not ever be able to take care of him. Sad, and of course ironic
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I hope you were not truly \"smacked\" in the face. I, too, wanted to have a child, but my insides were so messed up from sexual abuse as a child that I had to have a hysterectomy. I don\'t truly understand your whole story here, 420 is just 420, nothing big or major, unless it is to you. Sending good thoughts.
44 this year, no kids for me, knew it since I was in college due to a medical issue and.... I am still a whole person, and so are we all, and who knows what or who will come to you? Healing wishes....