larayne78

I had lunch with a friend I used to bowl with and I was sitting there and she said to me "my honesty gets me into trouble". I said to her well I'd rather honesty than lies that hurt you and people...

My Mum is actually letting me talk about the happy memories I have of the time that we were together and not criticising. I find that if I have space from my friend that recently lost her husband my...

I talked to Mum last night and asked her to be respectful of my feelings by not criticising my ex. She said he is an idiot and I was stupid to take him back and did so because I was desperate and...

I have worked so hard to get myself to a place where I can function without tears or thinking about him all the time. I have a new job where nobody knows what I've been through and I have started to...

Today was my first day at my new job and it was a success.The people I work with are great and customers are friendly and the uniform 2 of my favourite colours orange and purple. Best of all I only...

On a sudden whim yesterday I decided to get my shoulder length hair cut short... So I did. I thought to myself new job, new chapter and new me and thought it might make me feel better..and it has..I...

I shredded our photos 2 days ago and ever since then all I can think about is why he left me in silence with no explanation.I think he got cold feet and I know he had financial issues. He had also...

This morning while brushing my teeth I had the sudden urge to get rid of the photos that I had of us. Before I could change my mind I got out the shredder and I said goodbye to the photos and I said...

Its been a while since I've written so here goesEver since my friend died suddenly of a massive heart attack 2 weeks ago I have been feeling so overwhelmed.I spent last Friday Saturday Sunday and...

I got offered a new job on Tuesday..Closer to home by about 8 mins a little bit lower pay to start for 6 weeks and then I get more money than I'm on now..I don't have to clean toilets mop floors or...

Its been just over a week since I wrote an entry. Feeling that I am sick of people thinking that they need to know everything about my relationship breakdown. Too much familiarity...none of their...

I like most of my customers but they know that I was in a serious relationship and that we were committed and talking about marriage and now I'm scared they will ask how its going...I'm at work I...

Today was a great day at work until a regular customer that comes in decided to make my life her business. She had seen myself and my ex down at the beach walking my dog one Sunday. She said to me...

Today I went back to work after 3 weeks off...got told to take time to sort my health. I was nervous someone would set me off by asking about my ex..I had a moment where I picked up a product that...

I have just thrown in a dumpster the symbol of love angel he gave me on the night we had our mock wedding and torn up the card that said I love you with all of my heart...thrown away the pink paper...