New Me

On a sudden whim yesterday I decided to get my shoulder length hair cut short... So I did. I thought to myself new job, new chapter and new me and thought it might make me feel better..and it has..
I also confessed to the friend who lost her husband all about my ex too. The cheating, the broken promises and the silence. She agreed better now than after we were married. 
Someone said to me you were more invested than him and he didnt love you..and it got me thinking about what I read on daily strength yesterday as long as you believe its real it is otherwise you drive yourself crazy..so true!
He said he couldn't wait to marry me then left me in silence and couldn't be open with me.. And I feel sad..but he couldn't face me...coward..I believe he loved me and I believe that he couldn't face me and I also believe that he has lost a good person and that U will heal