9/5/2014 at 45 had a heart attack and then cardiac arrest! Quit for 5 months but then my dumb blank thought I could have a couple, we all know how that goes. I have been using lozenges for the last 2 months but that is a big no no with my heart. Yes everyone around me cannot believe after everything I went through could even think of lighting up. ICU 2 weeks and near death. So stupid!!!!!!!! Well in 5 weeks for our health insurance need to have that nicotine test so have 4 more lozenges and tomorrow cold turkey I will be here for role call and take control of my life because this little poison called nicotine is not going to take my life!