Another Week

Twelve weeks today and the last couple of weeks have just been as if i lossed my Dad again.Dreams of when i was younger,thinking of when i was younger,the days from when Dad was diagnosed,and the night of my Dad going.I mss him so much.I just want him here.I even went to my phone yesterday just to see if i had an old message  on there from him so i could here his voice.I'm doing the race for life on sunday and with Fathers day the next sunday is it i'm working myself up.I know Dad would be proud of me for doing the run(even though i walk most of the way.lol).Perhaps thats what making it harder because he won't be there to say well done.        Dad please can you just leave me a sign so i know your near.I love you so much and wish you was back here with us.Miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxx