I thought today i was going to feel a bit better but i'm not well least i haven't got the headache where i cried so much yesterday .Today i so angry the electric bill, came in and where i changed back to my old compant last year i had'nt had a bill so i had rang them in dec,rand in march and the finally sent a small bill but today it came in at over 5 hundred so they got an earful from me i can tell you.I told them not to expect all the money at once as i had been giving them the readings every time i rang so it was thier fault that they hadn't caught up with it all and they would have to wait and be paid a bit at a time.i sorted a direct debit out bloody place.never change companies to much hassle.                                                                 My friend rang tday she lossed her Dad nov 07 so we both had a cry.Sue's going to the crem also on sunday her Dad is just over from mine.                                                                    Dad's plaque was put up yesterday so just in time for sunday.That made me cry even more .I just keep crying and don't want to do anything.Oh well i suppose once sunday out the way i'll just carry on until Dad's bithday 15 aug and that will be another hurdle i've got to get over.AAARRRRGHHH