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Im starting to find that all the reading and the learning just may be a mute point. Becouse it doesn't matter what you learn or even how you do things if the "desire" is not there, there is nothing...

why is it just when you start feeling better in all this  shit. The other one wants to talk and everthing you do is percieved as trying to fix things no matter what I do it is that im trying to fix...

I have been thinking alot over the past couple of days.I have started reading books about what and how to "fix this" and if I had put a tenth of the work im putting in to this in to the marrage...

Even though this my be all over Im still trying to find a way for her to see that I thing that she is wrong and give me a chance to be a better person to her There has never been ant thing really bad...

Saddly I missed all the clues to this. I was blind, or I did not want to see Last year I made changes and did not see that I had slowly changed back to the old me I dont really like the old me but it...

well ill start writeing now but I know that there will be more later. If you get to the uncupling stage of a relationship is it them infact over?

I keep telling myself to not talk about whats going on with us but tonight I had to I know you are supposted to make them think that you dont need them but truth be told  i really want her and need...

This is going to sound like im a mean person but trust me Im not. Im trying so hard not to tell her to go. I do still love her but im in a NO WIN situation. You see if I tell her to go I am the bad...

Why If people are so sure that thay want to leave do thay countine to stay somewhere or with someone that thay dont want to spend to the rest of there life with. Is she still confussed with she...

Yesterday I started cleaning my shed for her stuff If she desides to leave.I can NOT tell her to leave yet I dont want to be the BAD person to my kids.I came to the concluson last night that she is a...

This is a very sad day for me right now I have chosen to just give upon this relationalship  and move on.I am menitally tired of dealing with this all the time thats is how I feel right now,...

Well this another day. The wife slept in the bed last naght again but i didnt mean anything.I am so afraid of loseing her but I think that is a forgone conclossin and its going to happen.I know what...

We went to the movies last night with the kids and she started talking about when this meaning the marrage is over hopeing that we still can do that. She slept in the same bed last night  for the...