3-23-08

We went to the movies last night with the kids and she started talking about when this meaning the marrage is over hopeing that we still can do that. She slept in the same bed last night  for the first time in 3 and1/2 months but"dont look into that this new bed is confortible I hate doing this I want to hold her and kiss her I kinda even can do without the sex. I need to put her bedroom together. becouse if she leaves i will be in finanical ruens becouse her car load is in my name and I wont be able to make 2 car payments and a house payment and all the other house hold bills. She has paid all the bills for 11 years now and I just dont know how