breakin every rule

I keep telling myself to not talk about whats going on with us but tonight I had to I know you are supposted to make them think that you dont need them but truth be told  i really want her and need her badly I just do I LOVE THIS WOMAN and I tyold here that I wanted here to stay in the house BUT if she deciedes to 'SEE SOMEONE" she would have to go not the thing to say I went back to wanting to fix things and I am welling to work but she has decieded that its over and I cant deal with that . I JUST CANT DO IT ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE