3-29 saddly

Saddly I missed all the clues to this. I was blind, or I did not want to see Last year I made changes and did not see that I had slowly changed back to the old me I dont really like the old me but it is what I am confortable with. The wife showed me singes of being unhappy I however did not see them or did not want to see them.there comes a time when we need to be accountable for mistakes that were made regaurdless of who makes themIve made mine and shes made hers I only hope that there is hope to be. I cant see it anymore. All  I can do know is be a better person and maybe just maybe she will change her mind. I need to work on being happy and the hints that were given to me over the years. I have been left behind on the motavation standard in this relationship I didnt go back to school when I had the chance I just plain did not see the light as it was glareing right at me. and now its to late for me in this relationship with my wife, I am afraid that it really is all over but the CRYING